Wednesday, March 23
you know what? today sectionals sucked. yeah it did. and another thing - i cannot vibrate, PROPERLY. yeah. apparently, i cant what you say, relax?? no, my fingers are tensed up and refuse to take orders. :(
so anyway, just as i was getting.. confident... i lost faith in my playing again. i screwed up in front of
cherry, claire, audrey, BERNADETTE ( yeah of all PEOPLE, MY SENIOR [s] ).....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
*SCREAM*not very happy. okay, seriously yah. i think i need to practice more, although i do practice i need to practice EVEN MORE... like ... what claire told me...
- vibrate. god. relax, but for me, almost IMPOSSIBLE...
- soften EVEN MORE at D, and watch mr chan change the TEMPO!
- erm. lift bow, cres and dim for first two systems. bahh.
- trio - dont rush esp. when i get louDER, and also rmb dynamics.
- if I SUCCEED IN VIRBATING.. nope ... not at thee moment, practice first two.. systems.
I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT PLAYING WELL!
sigh, off now.. bye world. :/
-sarah-
{ 5:00 PM }
